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POSTED ON: Tuesday, January 10, 2012 @ 2:30 PM | 0 comments

01 January 2012, Saturday, from past 7 - 9 p.m.


Dear Wingardium,

Do you like your new name? I had a change of heart about keeping “DOWAC” as your nickname, because I’ll be naming your sisters “Wonda” and “Willow”. And I think that you should also have a name that starts with the same letter as theirs. I like Wingardium – Wingardium Leviosa – one of my favorite charms taught to me by Prof Flitwick in our Charms classes back in Hogwarts.


How are you, Wingardium? Can I call you “Wings” from time to time? “Wingardium” is a bit long of a name since I’m just writing this down at the moment. Yes, Wings (Ooh, I like the word “wings” – reminds me of Patch Cipriano and flying), I’m using my pen and the back of my notebook just to talk to you. I don’t have the family laptop with me. But I hope Pack – what I now call him, since he’s a Packard Bell – will be back soon. Your blog is long left behind. It’s upsetting to see it with only a month old post on its Home Page. We’ll get back to serious and acceptable blogging soon enough. Don’t fret, Wings.


I’m all alone this time. Good thing music is blaring – it isn’t that much of a creepy loneliness. I decided to write because... I’m tired. Yes, I can now write even if I’m dead beat. I realized that I can think of the things that bother and don’t bother me when I’m tired and exhausted. I came up with a theory about this phenomena: I use my brain more when I’m drained like shit since I can’t use my body to exert effort, so maybe my brain can do more. But I’m not sure if this theory always applies to me.

Anyway, I’m quite sad because I lost my rosary bracelet. I put it in my pocket when we were having deadly practical exams in our softball class. Maybe it fell when I pulled my handkerchief out. I have a 1% chance of finding it again since I haven’t even an idea where I lost it. I’m so sad about it. I thought my relationship with the blessed bracelet would last for a year or two or more. It didn’t. We only had shared eight safe months together. Maybe it’s me. Maybe I’m not really a keeper.

“Iyiyi” by Cody Simpson is playing right now. This song always reminds me of First College Crush. I don’t want to elaborate why because it would be too obvious, and he would realize that he is FCC if ever he stupidly stumble in you (blog) again. I still like FCC, Wings. I don’t know why, really. Maybe because I didn’t actually have the chance to know him more or talk to him without me getting all lost and floating in the power of his dreamy eyes and fascinating smile (this is an element of speech), and without me getting all painted with red from my scalp down to my chest. I didn’t have that normal and comfortable moment with him while I was still in his school. I didn’t have the chance to really decide whether I like him or not because I didn’t even know him. I left the school crushing on him – so up until now I’m crushing on him. And he’s always in my Friends Thumbnail List in my Facebook Timeline. I’m not sure if it’s really called “Friends Thumbnail List”, but he’s always there. I once formulated that it happens because he’s always checking my Timeline – but I just made that up to make my petty little self happy, and okay, to put a little dash of malice. I always see his face on that list to the point that it sometimes annoys me already. I want to know what that means, so I won’t think of unrealistic reasons again and get my hopes up when there isn’t hope to even begin with.


Wings, you know what, when I checked my Twitter account, I gained ten more followers. It only happens when: 1) someone retweets me and another person retweets that same tweet from that same someone and they fall in love with my tweet and they retweet and retweet and I become famous (which barely happens); or 2) a famous person or a celebrity replies to or retweets my tweet. Can you guess what happened? Number 2, eh? Yes. Number 2. Yes, number 2: a famous person or a celebrity replies to or retweets my tweet! And can you guess who that person is? Sam Concepcion, eh? Yes. Yes, my dear Wings. It was Sam Concepcion – my freakin’ Sam freakin’ Concepcion! He replied to my tweet, which I wasn’t really, really, really expecting. He’s been so busy lately that I think he doesn’t even have the time to tweet frequently, let alone reply to our tweets. Or that he doesn’t have the time to hit that dougie every time he hears the song. So that reply from him was really something. I feel so ridiculously special. What a way to start my year!


Although the tweet isn’t really for me, given the obvious fact that he said “Go Sam!” and not “Go Faye!”, I still feel so grateful. At least my username is in there! And I made that video – actually, I forced my niece to sing in front of the camera. Isn’t Sam, my niece, the cutest? Isn’t Sam, my future boyfriend slash forever lover (I wish for and dream about this 8739602115690 times every beautiful, waking day) the sweetest? Oh, how I know that they would get along when I introduce Sam Concepcion to my relatives when the right time comes (8739602115691). And don’t worry, Wings, you and your sisters will meet him to someday too (8739602115692). And he would silly laugh at me when he reads my ridiculous entries about him (8739602115693). And I would silly laugh at him too because I seriously agree that my entries about him are ridiculous (8739602115694).


This is the life I’m having at the start of the year. Mom said it’s my year since I was born under the Chinese year of the Rooster. I hope that’s true. I hope Chinese predictions and hoolah-moolahs work with someone without a Chinese blood. Let’s do this, 2012!

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