Late Night Drama
Monday, May 10, 2010 @ 11:47 PM | 0 comment(s)

Here I am. Still awake but actually sleepy. Groggy. But blogging despite of my heavy eyelids. I missed blogging like this. Very random and spontaneous. I am into Tumblr these past days, but this blogger will always be my favorite. It’s my first public blog, right? Anyway, I told you I’d be random. This is what happens to me when I force myself to still be awake. I really should be sleeping now, because I’d go somewhere tomorrow. Just some papers to do, errands to run.

My best friend, whom I now call Boyfriend (that’s not true), talked to me through chat earlier this night (earlier this night – yeah, right). He told me that my sibling was talking to him [through chat as well]. I didn’t quite understand at first. My brother? This hour? But he said that it was my half sister. Yes, I have a half brother and a half sister. My parents are separated, from a span of years already. Our mom works for our (my brother and I) education. I’m used to not having a father during PTAs and recognition days. But I am not mad at him. I understand, I’m not stupid, and I’m old enough not to curse my family life. Of course, I still dream of my parents getting together again, but that’s impossible. So...

Anyway, they talked about me. Of course. What/who else would they talk about, right? And it was really weird and all. But I think it was super cool. My sister said that she would want to be close to me or something like that. I felt a bit guilty. I never talked to her that much for almost six years now. I don’t know, I feel uncomfortable. But as what my boyfriend say (my best friend, okay?), she is still my sister, and I should take care of her and make her feel that we are siblings. All right. I don’t know what to do. My summer will end already in just 2 days. I’d be going back to Manila by Wednesday, so that means I won’t have the time to talk to her. Maybe the holidays will do. It surprised me to learn that she likes reading books, with the same genre as mine (fiction and mystery). That’s cool. Honestly, I am quite envious with her. She plays the piano! And I can’t. But we have our own talents and personalities. Great.

So that’s it. Sorry for all the drama. I need to sleep now. Good night.

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