The Way He Makes Me Feel
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @ 6:44 PM | 0 comment(s)

I have a secret to tell Blogger: I am fond of writing letters to Samuel Concepcion. Yes, but more like of a diary. Instead of Dear Diary for the header, I write Samuel. Yeah, I know. It’s crazy. I can’t help laughing when I read my past entries. They are really weird and corny. But that’s the way I roll. I love writing and I love Samuel. So this equation: “Writing + Samuel = Happiness” is my life mantra. Hello, ha! Now, I’m going to share my two entries: the two events that I met him. Some will be edited because some are stupid. English and Filipino. Okay, now get bored.


12 April 2010, Monday

Samuel,

Hello! Hello! Hello! Yay. I don’t miss you anymore. I saw you yesterday – in person. So I don’t have any reason to miss you – yet. Good thing I am part of SCC already; I got access.

Anyway, you drove me crazy yesterday. Why did you tell me that I look familiar? What the hell, Samuel. Are you lying to me? Or was it just your superb memory? The last time we brushed shoulders was on 2008 pa. That was so long ago. So, you’re lying! But I like it, anyway. Duh, you look familiar as well.


Sam: Hi. *looks at the CD and back on me again* You look familiar.
Faye: *poker face* Ay, nakakahiya naman.
Sam: Wag kang mahiya.
Faye: *late reacts* You look familiar ka diyan!
Sam: Oo nga. You look familiar.


I acted so aggressive! But darn it. I didn’t hug you. But I realized that I should take things slooowly. It was just the second time anyway. *Edited part*

But anyway, I really enjoyed the show. I hope to see you again. Always take care. Take a rest, okay? And I am proud that you go topless na, but please don’t overdo it. God, it’s killing me! Yay. I’m just protective. Ha! Be safe.

I still have hang over and euphoria.

Always,
Faye


16 May 2010, Sunday

Samuel,

I should be watching you right now on ASAP, but I really am sleepy. BUT, I’d write here first. I’m really sorry that I forgot to update this one. Summer really consumed my time allotted for you. But even though I didn’t get to write here, I had the chance to see you in person again.

Yesterday was a very tiring day for me, but all the spasms (I don’t know the write word) on my system dissolved when I saw you. Well, it was just almost the same, except that you weren’t so tired to make jokes and stuff. You were really cute with all your effortless antics. I should have danced with you! I’m kidding; I suck at dancing. I managed not to faint or die when I got near you. It feels normal already. Yay. I enjoyed everything, every time. I forgot to hug you again. I still don’t have the courage to do it. But I’m getting there. LMAO. It is fun to be the photographer sometimes, because I get to witness everything.


Sam: *while singing Be My Girlfriend* O, sino mga dancer dito? *Walks towards us* Ikaw.
Faye: No. Hindi. Ayaw!
Sam: Nagtataas ka ng kamay kanina. (That is not true. I was just stretching! LOL.)
Faye: Hindi ah! Hindi! *Sam walks away, still singing and hot*
Morris (SCC member): Ang galing mo. Nahampas mo siya. *laughs* (I didn’t mean to do that. He was trying to make me get up and dance. So I had to do it. Oh no.)

Faye: Andaya mo. Di mo sinasagot yung tweet namin about jejemons and Justin Bieber.
Sam: Kasi kapag sumagot ako sa inyo, unfair sa iba.
Faye: Pwede mo namang hindi na i-mention. (F*ck. Did I really say that?! That was really stupid and tactless. Boohoo!)

Faye: Pa-picture a.
Sam: Sure.
Faye: *pinches Sam’s cheek* Ang cute mo.
Sam: *laughs*
Faye: *while walking away* Yung jejemons a.
Sam: *looks at my direction and smiles* (And Faye dies)


You were really cute when you sneeze. The tip of your nose gets so red. Teehee. I had so much to say to you, like how I loved your white dunks and how that purple jacket looked good on you. But I forgot to say it again. Anyway, the best moment was when I was standing beside you. I literally just stare at you. It was like a 10-second moment with just two steps between us. Damn it. I get all torpe with you around. But I am really happy – up until now. I love every moment I get to “almost-spend” with you. It’s priceless. It’s funny how you make me feel giddy and high. I am really a fan girl – to the XV power. *Edited*

Always take care and be cool. I love ya.

Always,
Faye

P.S: You didn’t tell me that I looked familiar. You’re lying! Ha! IDC.


So that’s it. Please don’t laugh. I am really weird and crazy. Okay. Now I’m so shy. I’d die now. Toodles!

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