College: New Phase of Life
Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 5:11 PM | 0 comment(s)

Contrary to what I said on my graduation speech, I am definitely dreading for college. I guess it’s easier said than done. I’m literally scared on my pants with what the four years in a new school will bring. They say college is where the tougher tasks begin; I say college is where you have no one to depend with but yourself.

Especially on my new school... where majority of the students come from rich families or a different country. I think I need to start adjusting to the new environment and new people brought by an international school, and I need to do it fast; and where I am not one of the tallest students. I feel so literally small that if ever we’ll be asked to fall in line by height, I could end up in front. That’s how tall they are. I feel inferior.

Treston International College’s Orientation had just finished last Thursday, June 25th. I was going nuts when I stepped inside the building, but I managed to conceal my ignorance. Why, oh why? Well, let’s just say that you might question yourself if you really went inside a school; it’s so like a hotel – with the reception area, bar, fitness gym and lounge. Geez. I understand now what they meant with “The moment they enter the school, where every inch is designed to motivate, inspire and challenge the student, they will feel the spirit of excellence that we want to instill in them.” Maybe it looks like a hotel because the school specializes in Hospitality, Culinary, Business and Computer Studies. Obviously, my theory could be right.

The orientation was fast and short, nothing much was said. It was surprising how little the number of students was. We are less than 77! What a big school for a small community. But I find it cool anyway, especially with my I-think-I’m-claustrophobic problem. Well, I really think I’m claustrophobic: I freak out when I’m trapped in the crowd or somewhere narrow; I feel imprisoned and inescapable.

From the orientation, my shyness managed to meet and make friends. Good job, Shyness! We all had the chance to introduce ourselves – the moment that I’ve been dreading the most, and I think I could be speaking for everyone. Oh for God’s sake! Whoever invented and started that thing is insane and vain. Anyway, I pulled through hell, and I hope half of the people inside that cold room know my name already. I hope, I wish.

And I’m not always mean and snob; I listened and studied everyone’s appearance, though I only remember a handful of names: Martin, the friendly (he was the very first student to say hi to me) and active guy who reminds me of Charles (my former high school classmate); I think we will get along well – we share the same passion for writing. Sheka, the fashionable type with her very cute pink plaid shirt and dyed hair. Nedith, whom I already know through Treston Society and who reminds me of Ma’am Arambulo (my high school English teacher)’s way of giggling. Gerald, the tall and fair-skinned emo-looking lad. Nikkie, whom I already know through TS, also; you’d never get wrong with her bangs! Awesome, whom I really forgot the name; he likes playing musical instruments, and yeah, he’s awesome. Gabriel, who is not my block mate but know through TS, too. Bors, who I never saw in the orientation but hoping to meet someday; he’s from TS, as well. Ms. Erika “Erika Mambo, Erika Mambo,” the host of the orientation. Chef Bauer, an internationally-acclaimed master chef, who will be teaching the Culinary and HRM students (lucky them!). And Dean Era, dean of College of Hospitality Management.

So yeah, I’m not that scared though. I’m just nervous and paranoid – wait, are nervousness and paranoia signs of fear? And I may become anemic after a week in school. Nose hemorrhage, oh please!

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