I Am Blah, Blah Today
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26 July 2010, Monday

It’s the first day of another school week. We should start our Monday right... and I did mine reluctantly. I need more sleep, okay? But anyway, I’m getting used to college as time passes by.

We had our first short and memorized speech in our Filipino classes today; named the different functions in an OpenOffice.org Writer (with the help of each other’s skills, knowledge, and cheating capabilities); and had endless numbers and operations in Math. I am serious when I say that I miss and prefer Algebra over Business Math. I like X’s and Y’s better than addition and blah blah of big numbers.

This day went good. Nothing extraordinary. I always see First College Crush (I still won’t name him!) so I’m not sad or feeling incomplete. Nah, I’m bluffing. That’s not how I feel; it’s just a crush – defensive! *sings* When I met you boy my heart went knock, knock. // Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop, stop.

I was insanely lame and just-myself today.


27 July 2010, Tuesday

I had a lot of realizations today, much to my desire.

First, I realized that our *insert subject name here* professor pisses me off. She had canceled our supposed-to-be-long-but-turned-out-to-be-just-a-20-item-quiz, because the majority of us didn’t review! What the hell everyone? Are we still stuck in high school? Even in my old school we don’t cancel quizzes. It was just frustrating... But anyway, I didn’t bother making my head burn. I didn’t want to ruin my day just because of delays. And I’m not inconsiderate, so whatever.

Second, I realized that Microeconomics is not for me. Really. It makes me sleepy... and I don’t like curves, graphs, and theories.

Third, I am finally positive that I adore Prof. Erika. I love every English subject educator. My first mission: A+ in Communication Arts!

I felt like Gautama Buddha today (because of the realization stuffs).


28 July 2010, Wednesday

This was one of them days that I won’t forget... ever!

I was quite excited for our first hands-on exercises in Basic Computer because we’d be using MAC computers. Yes, I was ignorant. I was naive. I didn’t even know how to log it off! We don’t have MACs at home; we’re just poor people.



The use of MAC wasn’t the reason why this day’s unforgettable. I’m not that shallow. It’s because of our first NSTP outreach program in an almost-depressed area somewhere in Taguig City. We cooked the food for the people, served and fed them. It was overwhelming. The smiles on their faces miraculously eased the pain of my quite-burnt skin. It was such an amazing experience.

I was very tired this day, but it felt amazing and fulfilling.


29 July 2010, Thursday

I felt stupid, looked stupid, and was just plain stupid this day.

I was very excited when our PE1 professor announced that we’d be having running exercises this meeting. I missed running like a mad escaped prisoner. I like to run because I feel like flying (since there really isn’t Quidditch in the muggle world). But I guess my lack of physical exertion these past months made my endurance weak. I was actually planning (and dreaming) of becoming the “Last Student Standing”... or running, in our case. But geez, I was the first one to quit! Failure!

All the remaining adrenaline in my system had dissolved when I learned that we’d be having our medical exams today, and unfortunately, it involved blood test and scary and dangerous needles. Oh no! And oh yes, I hate needles. I run away from them. I fear them. I faint because of them. I tremble for thy needles. I cry because of them. Okay then, I admit, I cried – baby cry, not teenager cry. Since I can’t throw tantrums or run away back home that moment, I just cried my fear out. But the nurse had successfully managed to get some precious blood out of me. I still cried after the extraction. Extraction... even the word freaks me out! Other people (professors, administrators, the President!) and my schoolmates saw my puffy eyes, and I was so embarrassed that I could have my own star in the Walk of Shame! I’m quite proud of myself because I got through, but I wouldn’t make contact with those needles again if I have the chance.

My dramatic scene earlier made me sleepy while taking PHGC exams. I pulled through. It wasn’t that hard. I am sure that I now have one mistake (I answered Archeologist instead of Historian). I hope that mistake won’t grow into mistakes.


30 July 2010, Friday

I had my realizations again... same subjects.

I realized that I sucked in *insert subject name here*. I know that I will get 13 points out of 20 in our delayed quiz. I didn’t even understand the questions. Now I’m scared of the coming Preliminary exams next week. I seriously need to review this weekend.

I fear Microeconomics’, too. Prof. Mandrake said that he had made a multiple choice-type of test, but still, the lessons kill me! Hey brain, be patient please? Tough week ahead.

We had our exams in Communication Arts today, which was a surprise in our part. Thank goodness Prof. Erika just gave us Common Sentence Errors as the questions. I still am confused with the correct form of verbs for indefinite pronouns. So... five examinations to go!

I love Fridays.

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