Legally Macho
Wednesday, January 26, 2011 @ 7:26 PM | 0 comment(s)

24 January 2011

Dear Zandro,

Hello Babe! Happy Birthday! Happy 18 years to you. You’re of legal age now, so what’s your plan? Are you signing up for car driving lessons? Let me ride with you (when you do well already), okay? Teehee.

Anyway, I’m sorry that I wasn’t able to greet you personally on your exact birthday, and for not seeing you much often. I was so busy with school works and extracurricular activities (we just had our Hospitality Management Week) that I can’t even sleep well or read a novel. Yes, I haven’t read anything since the start of the year… and my writing skills are going down. Fail. You know that I’m writing a teeny-boppy love story, right? Well guess what? I still haven’t finished it! I’m having a hard time looking for inspirations and thinking what correct words to use. I couldn’t even update my blog! Oh damn, I’m telling you my problems already! Beating around the bush, like what they say.

Let’s get to the point: I am sorry for not always being there when you’re down and depressed, when you need someone to pour your emotions and anger with, when you miss your full-time best friend and part-time girlfriend. I know that you’ve been going through a lot these days. Well, I can’t tell how and why, but I just know. I guess that “Count on Me” song (by Bruno Mars) is the opposite of what I’m doing to you. It says, “You can count on me like one, two, three, I’ll be there.” I can’t always be there, but you’re always here… in my mind. Let’s not use “in my heart” ‘cause that’s like romantic relationship. Gross. Ha!

Just remember, even if I can’t always be by your side, even if you I can’t be present physically, I’m still here (though we might move if ever I get accepted in UP). But the distance doesn’t matter, really. I hope you keep that in mind. So yeah, happy birthday once again! I love you, Babe.

Love always,
Faye

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