Days Of Summer
Saturday, April 30, 2011 @ 11:32 AM | 0 comment(s)

27 April 2011, Wednesday

Today, in this place:

Here I am, by myself again, staring at a blank screen with nothing in mind to write about. Shifting my eyes, all I can see are the trees, tall bushes and the wet grass. Everything that my poor eyes see is green. Every scent that my flat nose can smell spells nature. Every sound that my little ears can hear are the chirping of the birds, barking of dogs and every other noise animals can make. Other than that, there no more sound that I can hear. Human voices are nearly inaudible. Oh, right. If you feel something brushing on your legs, maybe that’s the cat. If it’s not, probably those are flies. I don’t need a fan because there is a breeze – and it is cold. Mr. Sun isn’t around right now. Not that it’s already night time. It just rained, and yes, it’s summer.


Other days, on the other place:

I’m probably sweeping off fallen leaves and watering the plants had it not rained. I’ve been doing that for almost a week already. It’s been part of my daily drill, and it feels good to get in touch with nature. You can see progresses on your plants; pull out weeds that are becoming parasites; pick out fruits that are already ripe; talk to stubborn plants to grow; get bitten by mosquitoes and ants. After my session with nature, more or less I’m playing with my niece, walking with my grandmother, watching Disney Channel, or reading a book. I don’t usually check my phone because signal bars are so low that sometimes they don’t exist anymore. I don’t usually go out and stroll around because I’m alone and I couldn’t leave my grandmother. If you can see me, you’d be a little surprise that I don’t have a tan or that I look pale. I try not to look pale. I go out for sun sometimes, if it’s not too late for morning sunshine. I haven’t visited the pool or tried summer activities that are worth the adrenaline rush. I go out sometimes – with my grandmother. Sometimes those are for errands or for hearing masses. Sometimes I don’t use my brain so much. Some things in life do not need too much thinking anymore. On weeknights, I would watch Disney Channel’s 11 pm to 12:30 am shows: Phineas and Ferb, The Suite Life on Deck and Sonny with a Chance. On weekends, if lucky enough, I’d see new episodes of The Suite Life and Good Luck Charlie. I’m very much into those shows that I don’t miss any episode, and that I’m starting to develop affections for the television and remote control. I haven’t seen my grade school friends (whom I miss so badly) and haven’t drank light rusty-colored drink with them. I haven’t ruled out not seeing them this year, by the way. I’m still hoping and waiting.

I live in an everyday drill. I live summer in an everyday drill. I’m not like Phineas or Ferb – I can’t build a rocket, I hate mummies, and how I wish I've been to Paris to climb up the Eiffel Tower.

And yes, it’s lame.

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