More Inconsequential Matters
Monday, July 18, 2011 @ 6:24 PM | 0 comment(s)


(A sequel to “Inconsequential Matters”)


Hello blog! Hello dear readers! My less serious, more fun and happier posts are back again! I call such posts as “spontaneous ones” because of the name itself. These particular entries are more like unplanned and the words are more like they haven’t gone through meticulous thinking and alteration. I missed my blog like this. I always do. And I don’t want to share childhood stories and family struggles anymore, because they make me sad, and my level of self-pity is gradually increasing, and it’s annoying. Let’s go to the brighter side. Cliché, I know, but brighter sides always work.

Life and faith and God have been good to me this month. As you know, I am an out-of-school-youth (but I’m aching to go back to school next semester). But out of school as I am, I also am quite busy these days. I didn’t find work – I just turned eighteen. I – or maybe Mom – found something and somewhere to kill time productively. See, I enrolled in Instituto Cervantes de Manila, and it’s a language school. It teaches Spanish. I’m on my last three sessions, and it’s been very fun so far. I didn’t have any problems with our professor or making friends. My classmates are quite older than me (I am one of the younger ones; the youngest is fifteen) – and successful. It’s amazing how I get to know people who work in a cruise, in hospitals, in tutor schools and in publishing companies. I admit though that I sometimes feel figuratively small when I’m with them, because I’m out of school and have no life in the moment, and they are all successful and could somehow have the control of time in their bare hands. They aren’t show-offs; they’re modest and funny. It’s good – I learn a third language and meet new amigos.

My grandmother is currently in our house here. She’s here because of some insurance works in Veterans. I’m cool with it – I missed her. I’m just scared of her knowing that I’m actually not enrolled in a normal college and that I’m just taking language sessions. I hate disappointing her; I always feel guilty. Oh God, expectations haven’t really been my thing – at all.

As for my hobbies – reading and writing, to be precise – I’ve also been preoccupied. I’m currently reading “The Mortal Instruments” series by Cassandra Clare. The series is about the world of Shadowhunters (the skilled and blessed people who kills demons in their badass all-black gear and with their seraph blades) and the Downworlders (creatures who are part-demon and part-human: werewolves, vampires, fairies and warlocks). I know, having all those unnatural elements in one series is a bit overwhelming, but Clare had written it very well. It’s funny and it has a lot – I really mean a lot – of twists. I even cried because the characters’ pains and shock from believing in a lie and realizing the truth are hard to even imagine (and because I always feel like I’m one of those people in novels). And, the characters are beautifully describe – I mean, they are all gorgeous in every way. I heard producers are making it into a movie, and I’m freakily excited. It’s really something to look forward to after Harry Potter and Twilight. I’ve also finished “Demonglass” (Hex Hall sequel by Rachel Hawkins) and “Beastly” (by Alex Flinn). After The Mortal Instruments, I might “venture” into classic titles, maybe a Jane Austen or a Bronte.

Also, I’m currently working on my poorly-written and totally-and-officially-cliché short story “Teenage Dreams.” I’ve started this “grade school project” (as what I categorize it) November last year… and so now I’m trying to bring it back again and eventually – in Merlin’s beard’s time – would finish it, and with a better plot and improved writing skills.

By the way, if you’ve seen the epic and unforgettable and blockbuster finale of the “Harry Potter” series, please don’t spoil too much. Just please don’t. I know I’ve been spoiling a lot myself, but don’t take this one on me. I’ve read the book, hence I know the ending. But the trailer has shown a lot of events that I don’t actually remember reading and coming across to in the novel, so I’m guessing it’ll be a bit different from the original one. I am utterly hyped and stoked to see it, but my friends and I had decided to see it on Sunday (the 24th) because of some schedule problems and, all right, dime. I can wait; I’m prolonging the desire and the anticipation for the finale. I’m not actually ready to see it end yet, what with all the dying and destructions and stuff, but I should face it. All good things come to an end (another cliché)… and I am glad that Harry Potter and J.K. Rowling had given us a good start and an awesome ending. I am glad Harry Potter exists, and forever it will.

I will let you know if I’ve seen it already and what I think of it (oh goodness, my crappy movie reviews will be back again – such unfortunate times). But for now, I should end this post. All good things come to an end, indeed (although this really isn’t one of the “good things”; it’s actually, beyond doubt, inconsequential). (c)

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