I Write Badly
Saturday, June 02, 2012 @ 4:24 PM | 0 comment(s)

Hello, June!

I still can’t believe I’m – in all of the world’s divine meaning – actually feeling this: I am so freakin’ excited to go back to school and sweep these units off. I’ve wasted half of the year last 2011 to unsuccessfully become a beardless hermit living with her mother. This mistake pushes me to go to school and catch up with life and education and educational life.

I already have my schedule, and I freakin’ like it. I will spend my Mondays, Thursdays and Fridays stuck in school for seven hours, draining whatever’s left in my brain to drain. But I like it, still. At least I won’t have classes on Tuesdays and Saturdays and only have Gym on Wednesdays. I hope this majestic schedule will stay unchanged till the semester ends. I’m basically in love with it… and please, for the love of all that’s holy, make me in love with it more.


So, you may ask how my May went. My May archives basically (I love this word!) didn’t tell you anything about my summer (yes, my post “Summer Bummer” wasn’t everything there was). I wrote more about my views regarding petty and infuriating subjects in our “more fun” country (i.e. PBB: Teen Edition, Lady Gaga, American Idol). Maybe this happened because my summer wasn’t fun at all so I noticed everything that were worth and not worth noticing and wrote about them. (Also, the coming of fucking Ian Somerhalder, Leighton Meester, Joe Jonas and Allison Harvard and my fucking missing them made everything damned.) You can say that my boredom and unfortunate fate led me to my hating the world.

When I wasn’t practicing my hates, though, I was up to something more productive. So what did I do for thirty one days? I watched tons of movies online, listened to playlists, stalked One Direction, and looked up more books. I had this one summer goal to watch all of Michael Cera’s movies. I almost did it, almost saw everything, but I didn’t because I wasn’t able to find the remaining online. And since I can’t come up with acceptable words to make a decent blog entry right now because my female hormonal monthly challenge had begun (slash “The Red Sea Has Parted”) and my back and lower everything hurt like hell, I will just make a list of every movie I saw online this May:

Michael Cera’s:
I didn’t see Year One because I think I already saw it some time; Juno, yes, I’ve seen it when I was in high school; I wasn’t able to find Extreme Movie and Bad Dads.

Other movies:


During the summer, I wasn’t able to read books and e-books. I was just too fascinated with the wonders I found online that I didn’t bother turning some leaves and/or turning on my Scroll-slash-Ebook Reader to continue reading Passion (Lauren Kate). And oh, maybe it was also because of Passion itself. I’m back to reading it now and I’m just so eager to finish it because I don’t like where the story is heading so far. I thought travelling through Announcers would be fun… it was, by the way. I like the time travelling part of the story because it shows a lot about culture in different nations in different centuries. But what I don’t find so exciting is Luce Price herself. I hate her. I hate how she keeps on barging in the past like she belongs in it and not keeping in mind the big changes her small actions in her travelling will make in the present and future. She’s like, “What harm can I do?” And everyone around her are like, “Everything, bitch!” She’s so shallow. I don’t like her Mary Sue side. I don’t like Mary Sues, period. And she keeps on forgetting what her main goal is. Every time she sees Daniel Grigori, the hot and beautiful and glorious fallen angel, exude his hotness and beauty and gloriousness, she’s like, “I miss him. I want to feel his touch, the softness of his lips, his love.” Oh heck, Luce! You leave your present Daniel to make out with the past ones? Are you freakin’ kidding me? I basically hate every heroine who doesn’t act like a true heroine because they’re too blinded with love. Love sick females are the worst kind of characters. But since I don’t like leaving a novel hanging, I will finish this… and if this ends better than how it’s going, we’ll see if I’d still continue reading the whole series… which makes me remember, if I finish this, I should go and continue reading Extras so I could finally end the Uglies series (Scott Westerfeld).

But, don’t get me wrong, I still love books – I will forever love books, so here’s my list of new novels to read!
  • Before I Fall (Lauren Oliver)
  • Boy Meets Boy (David Levithan)
  • Delirium (Lauren Oliver)
  • Hex Hall: Spell Bound (Rachel Hawkins). I love this series!
  • I Am Number Four (Pittacus Lore)
  • If I Stay (Gayle Forman)
  • Matched (Allie Condie)
  • Starters (Lisa Price)
  • The Chronicles of Narnia (CS Lewis). I’ve already finished The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe last year, but I didn’t continue.
  • The Book Thief (Markus Zusak)
  • The Infernal Devices (Cassandra Clare)
  • The Mortal Instruments: City of Lost Souls (Cassandra Clare). By the Angel, this series is amazing!
  • The Selection (Kiera Cass)
  • The Virgin Suicides (Jeffrey Eugenides). I only wanted to read this because the movie intrigued me so much.
I have a lot of novels and series to finish. If there is hoarding in reading, I might as well be a shy away from doing exactly that. I’m actually setting a goal regarding my reading: To finish enough novels to have “100 (read)” in my Goodreads account. So now that I have at least two weeks before school opens, I am basically running and panting to catch up, because I’m afraid that my subjects this semester will kill me and my free time, hence my reading will be affected. Good luck to me.


Oh, well. Have a freakin’ awesome semester everyone! I will try my hardest to find time for my blog. (What the hell is this post? SMH. It’s so hard to have bad cramps during this time of the month.)

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