September: In A Nutshell
Saturday, September 29, 2012 @ 1:39 PM | 0 comment(s)

September was awful. It was weird, annoying and tiring. I can summarize this month as (if we take the last couple of days as its basis) I Feel Like Crap. I feel like crap for reasons of 1) this month had been extremely exhausting and now I feel sick; 2) I just made enemies with a prominent being in our Society so 3) now I feel like everyone hates me; 4) I missed Candy Fair 2012 because of cheer dance rehearsals; 5) I missed Colton Dixon because of my stupidity; 6) I’m starting to doubt myself again; 7) I feel alone and utterly dim-witted; 8) my mom and I had a major nagging episode; 9) my feelings for FCC are maddeningly confusing; and 10) everything’s weird (even my writing is weird).


SEPTEMBER ARCHIVES

Disturbing Dark Shadows
Tuesday, September 04, 2012

Wiz Khalifa once said, “Worrying is stupid. It’s like walking around with an umbrella waiting for it to rain.” But I love umbrellas – they serve a number of purposes, so I guess worrying is not always stupid. Worrying braces us for worse things, making us all geared up to face these monsters lingering in dark, shadowy corners, slaying them to end the pain once and for all. I worry about a lot of things – from my friends, my reading (for heaven’s sake), FCC and to my hormones (of all things).

Fanfaronade of Idiosyncrasy
Saturday, September 08, 2012

Other than being a source of beautiful words, this blog post conveyed two character traits that I have, one which nobody knew and another that I just learned a few weeks back. If you might ask why I keep writing about myself instead of about sensible topics that could promote world peace and higher literacy rate, I say that my life is like a simple Mathematical equation – an equation so easy that even cats can evaluate. My Life = school + school clubs + home + some friends + books + The Vampire Diaries + hopeless fangirling + blog + more books. So can you blame me?

Irony
Thursday, September 13, 2012

I never told much about my high school experience, what I really had gone through and what I thought of it, except for some a hundred word count posts I made some two years ago. My take about high school is ironic, though. They say that those four years are the most fun a person could have, but as far as I know, it didn’t work that way for me. It had been hard to write about it because the friends I made from high school might read it and think that I’m an insensitive hypocrite, but I did anyway. I don’t miss being back in that classroom where terror teachers come and go, where everything is tensed up and a competition, where several embarrassing moments takes place. I wouldn’t want to go back time and relive those years, but I miss my friends. I miss my best friend. It’s basically bittersweet.

Rant 101
Friday, September 21, 2012

This day = worst ever.



STRIKING QUOTE

“The virtue of angels is that they cannot deteriorate; their flaw is that they cannot improve. Man’s flaw is that he can deteriorate; and his virtue is that he can improve.” © Hasidic saying, [as seen from] Clockwork Prince, Cassandra Clare


BOOKS UPDATE

I had the most number of read books this month. I guess because I realized my slow reading would lead me to a futile 100 reads goal. So as much as possible, I read in my free time – and in my not-so free time. I sound like a book maniac, geez.

September reads: Clockwork Angel (feels) and Clockwork Prince (more feels), both by Cassandra Clare; The Saddest Summer of Samuel S by J.P. Donleavy (annoying and weird Samuel); Brave New World by Aldous Huxley (Dystopia at its finest! Babies and bottles!); Young Lonigan by James T. Farrell (funny fifteen year olds are funny).

Current read: City of Lost Souls by Cassandra Clare (Jace Wayland and my heart); and A Nest of Ninnies by John Ashbery and James Schuyler.


FAVORITE PERSON/S

I have no idea who my favorite person is for this month. I don’t have lots of friends, and the few ones had already been featured in this section in the past months. I would’ve written about my best friend but I can’t since we didn’t really meet this month, and writing about him would be better if I have some new memories with him. I would’ve written about Colton but that would be weird. I would’ve written about FCC but that would be weirder – and I’d just hurt myself in the process. I can write about my brother but he’s family, so it may sound biased. I don’t know. Maybe I should just leave this section person-less. Lame.


FAVORITE PHOTO/GIF ©


Demi Lovato is just so adorable in here. She’s swooning! It’s so obvious when she meets a cute contestant auditioning for The X Factor USA: her eyes lit up and her smile is funny. She becomes goofy and embarrassed and flushed all around. Jesus heavens, I love her! She’s inspiring and talented. I love her wardrobe and her hair is always awesome. I didn’t like Demi in her Camp Rock days, but my heart grew fond of her when I started watching Sonny with a Chance. Now I’m a fangirl. I wish she’d do a duet with Cameron Mitchell or Colton – that’d be epi-i-ic!


SONGS OF THE MONTH

CHAMPAGNE TO POP


I’ve seen I Do Bidoo Bidoo with Mary Ann and Khaye! We had so much fun since it felt like we owned the cinema. Sam Concepcion was fantastic. The Eugene-Ogie love scene was both revolting and hilarious. And the songs were sung perfectly. I’m running out of adjectives to describe this movie!


We had a successful Sports Festival (25 – 27 September). The Institute of Liberal Arts placed second in the Cheer Dance Competition. It wasn’t the award we wanted, but considering the short rehearsals days we had, being second best is already a big thing. We are such born performers!

Aubrey Lavern (also an ILA member) and I attended the GMA News TV Learniversity last 28 September 2012, Saturday, at the Polytechnic University of the Philippines. The Broadcasting seminar we attended had Ms. Kara David, a GMA News and Current Affairs anchor, as its speaker. We had so much fun and learned a lot from her talk about her experiences in the media industry. “All the glamour that comes with the Broadcasting industry involves a lot of hard work.”


October Activity List:
Rotaract Club Library Corner (the original schedule was moved to 10 October)
Sam’s 20th birthday (17 October)
Colton’s 21st birthday (19 October)
School break! Halloween!


I hope I won’t feel like crap this October. I need more humorous books and friends.

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