October: In A Nutshell
Tuesday, October 30, 2012 @ 12:50 PM | 0 comment(s)

Time really does fly so fast – like a bullet. It just passes your eyes and the next thing you know, the year is almost closing and you’re getting older. And it’s frightening. It’s almost 2013 and I’m still here, the extravagance my life needs come in a snail-like motion: slow, little by little, almost non-existent. I would’ve tapped fate in its shoulder and say, “Do I really have to wait this long?” but the old virtue about patience and good things apparently coming to those who wait stops me from doing so.

October is coming to its end. This month is one of my favorites since it’s my boys’ (Sam and Colton) birthday month (and I’m clueless about their respective celebrations), and Halloween is amazing, and the weather is fine, and it marks the end of the school’s first term. So what happened to me this month? Nothing in particular. It wasn’t like what happened last September: the Sports Fest and the stress throwing weather in the room. It’s an easy-breezy month. Yes, the nagging sessions with my mother were awful, but school was good to me so I managed to not completely deteriorate. I’m a bit broken in some places, but a little sticky glue can put me back to pieces.



OCTOBER ARCHIVES


Austere Paradise
Tuesday, October 02, 2012

This post is officially non-existent for its malicious content and senseless, who-gives-a-fuck topic, written no less by the sole student taking Bachelor of Arts in Peculiarity, majoring in Bull Writing. Never mind this post. I was under the influence of not having any influence when I wrote this. Not having a creative inspiration sucks, and this post is a living example. (What’s up with the post title, right?)

FAQs
Tuesday, October 09, 2012

FAQs stand for Formspring Asked Questions (and not for Frequently Asked Questions). I decided to check my abandoned account and I found some sensible questions that don’t ask about my day or the weather and don’t say “Pass this to your beautiful followers!” (Meh.) These questions, I did try to answer as plainly as I can. I’m proud of this post, really. Read: “Things that matter hurt, especially when they threaten to leave us. We always hear people say that when we’re happy, we’re going to be okay. No, please, that’s not true. We can never be happy if we don’t experience pain and suffering. There’s no racing game where there aren’t obstacles, and you need to surpass these obstacles to get to the finish line.” Am I not smart? (Meh twice.)

Booksnake
Sunday, October 14, 2012

I can say that this is one of my sincerest posts ever. This is an entry dedicated to my bookworm alter ego named Loony Dragonslayer (I spontaneously made that up). My history as a bookworm started with cheesy, romance pocketbooks and my expression “Eugh, couples do that?” I would’ve still be reading them and pushing myself deeper in the Loser Pit had somebody not shoved the Sweet Valley series (Francine Pascals) in my face. And I wouldn’t have gotten myself engrossed with Young Adult Fiction had I not realized how glorious libraries are and how cathartic reading intergalactic awesomeness is. Thank God for weirdly infested mind. Don’t get me? Read further.

Spearing Head
Saturday, October 20, 2012

There are pros and cons of being a leader, but they depend in whether your members are fantastic or are such bulls. I won’t be a bloated, egocentric person and declare that I’m the best leader the nation could ever have, but always being one is kind of tiring and frustrating already. When you expect a lot and not meet them, it can actually destroy a part of – if not the whole – you. When there’s no team work, the “spearhead” label you have will only feel like someone’s spearing your head. But then years of experience taught me that a team doesn’t need a leader, but a team needs a team.

Photo Blog: Five Months
Friday, October 26, 2012

The first semester is finally over, and the memories I experienced in the last five months are what I’ll bring with me in the next five more. I’m not enthusiastic to start all over again, but I’d rather start fresh than not put an end to things that should really end. I’m not so excited about the works and new professors and students I’d be spending my academic time with, but I’m stoked enough to sweep the units off that I don’t care about apprehensions and workloads anymore.


HALLELUIAH CATHARTIC
(formerly known as Striking Quote)

“People can’t be good unless they know they’re free to be bad if they wanted to.” © The Woman Who Had Two Navels, Nick Joaquin


LOONY DRAGONSLAYER
(formerly known as Books Update)

I only have two months left, and only 89 reads in my list. As far as my reading goes, I have 85% confidence that I can do it; I can reach 100 before 2013 starts. I’m a tiny bit dubious, but a good time management practice will help me like how ambrosia helps a wounded hero.

October reads: City of Lost Souls by Cassandra Clare (internally crying from all these feels); A Nest of Ninnies by John Ashbery and James Schuyler (weird families whom the rain consistently follows); Pandemonium by Lauren Oliver (I can’t decide between Alex and Julian, not that Ms. Oliver cares); The Woman Who Had Two Navels by Nick Joaquin (twisted people with their twisted lives and the conflict about how many navels a person should have); Sunshine Sketches of a Little Town by Stephen Leacock (Peter Pupkin is my awkward hero!); The Violent Bear It Away by Flannery O’Connor (what happened in the end was so devastating yet so outrageous); and The Centaur by John Updike (Olympus as Olinger High School, and Lord Hades as Heller the barman = perfect).

Current read: I Am Number Four by Pittacus Lore; and The Stonehenge Gate by Jack Williamson.


FAVORITE PERSON/S


Finally, my favorite person this October is my best friend. We met this month, and although the first event didn’t end up as majestic as how our days usually would, we are friends and still spreading awesomeness, and us being us, we’d just forget about it and carry on. It’s an unfathomable phenomenon how we never run out of things to talk about, how our typical conversation lasts for about five hours. And it’s something new [in my part] how I never judge him and the decisions he make. It would normally bewilder me, but I can see how happy he is with his life and where he is right now. Whether he wants to be a superhero or a hermit, I’d still support him and even volunteer as his sidekick or beard-dresser. I’m sure he’d do the same for me.


FAVORITE PHOTO/GIF ©


Isn’t Cole Sprouse so handsome in this? I would’ve chosen this ovary-exploding Paul Wesley (this) or Colton Dixon (this) gif, but Cole is just so goddamn hilarious that Paul’s gorgeousness and Colton’s angelic smile are going down my list. Add to this, his smart ass caption for this photo is nothing but smart ass: “People keep asking me, ‘Cole, why do post weird pictures of yourself?’ Because I can.” Amazing. Check out his Tumblr blog, by the way, it’s just incredible.


EARGASM
(formerly known as Songs of the Month)


AND CONFETTI
(formerly known as Champagne to Pop)

I did this. I edited this and made it decent. I’m an amateur in video editing, and obviously I don’t have a legitimate editor, thus the Wondershare watermark. This video is a requirement for a major subject: an advertisment for the AB Broadcasting program of RCS. You wouldn’t see me in this video since I’m shy (not) and I’d really rather work behind the camera and let the beautiful people take over what’s in front. The final grade of this is 1.50. (You can find the accompanying bloopers and BTS video through this link.)


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