June: In A Nutshell
Saturday, June 29, 2013 @ 8:07 PM | 0 comment(s)

Another month is over and my favorite (birthday) month is just several hours away. It’s really astounding how time flies so fast. It’s a phenomenon I’d rather not think about or try to understand. June flew by so fast, but ironically, I felt it. I experienced all the feels every day brought. If you ask me, June was a hard month. It’s the start of the first semester, hence the start of my term as the President. All the responsibilities and some pain-in-the-ass members are difficult to handle, but I’m not backing out. I’m not the type to quit and step off (like I was before). I wouldn’t do that because I believe I can handle it. As I grew up, I learned that quitting is a shit that you’d regret for the rest of your life – well, unless this quitting involves a harmful vice or something. But giving up just because it’s hard and fucking tiring? That’s stupid in an embarrassing way. Remember: life is hard; life will mess you up. But that’s life.

Moral: if you give up on something that you know you can handle, one day you’d wake up and say to yourself, “Why in the world did I do that?”. And then you’d writhe around dying in disappointment.


JUNE ARCHIVES

Epic Projects

To practice my being a Cool Patron of the Arts (not) and to somehow improve (not) the little photography skills I have, I made some crap (craft) pieces that are both usable and couture (what). I called them Epic Projects because they can be really 1) epically awesome or 2) epically lame. What, I have zero cash and an endless amount of boredom. What do you expect me to come up with?

Awkward Turtle 2.0

I’m missing Great Crush a lot that it has become both crazy and pathetic. I miss him in an endearing way. I miss him in a weird way. I miss him in an I-cry-and-smile-when-I-think-about-him way. “I am fucking crazy over you, Great Crush. This feeling is so big I might crumble underneath… Another thing: I might be in love with you. It’s almost there… And what’s scary is that the chances of you catching my descent aren’t promising.” Ladies and gentlemen, I am officially hopeless.

Cluttered Mind 2.0

Again, ladies and gentlemen, I am now officially very much uninspired that I’ve resorted to blogging Thoughts-in-Bullets crap. This is the result of my hectic school responsibilities (the first Cluttered Mind was also a product of I-have-other-things-in-my-mind-I’m-sorry-grammar dilemma). If you want to know (as if) what I’m currently obsessing/fangirling over with and the things that give me the feels, check this post out. Seriously.


HALLELUIAH CATHARTIC

I don’t have a favorite quote this month because of something you’d discover in the next section, but I did find a very interesting quote about a book: “Sure, there are trashy books that do really well, but that’s because there are trashy facets of humanity. What people value in their books—and thus what they count as literature—really tells you more about them than it does about the book.” © Brent Weeks


LOONY DRAGONSLAYER

Guess what? I’ve read so much this month people around me think I’m a god… NOT. Sadly, I’ve finished only one novel. It’s a sad thing.

June read (note the absence of S): Lord of the Flies by William Golding – scary and disturbing yet it really does reflect the society.

Current read: On The Road by Jack Kerouac


EARGASM




FAVORITE PHOTO/GIF


These gifs are from the “Lightning in a Bottle” lyric video of The Summer Set. I’m just so in love with this song and this band! Every time I hear this I always have the nagging desire to fist pump and dance. I like its message and this video is so fun it hurts. Why can’t I do that? My friends and I don’t have cars (or even gas money), and sparkles are really expensive in our country. And why in the world can’t I be Jess Bowen and have four amazing band mates who I can watch chic-flicks with? Ugh.


AND CONFETTI


There are a lot to celebrate this month (my brother’s birthday, for example), but I choose to feature in this “And Confetti” section the amazing reality that The Maze Runner movie is really in the works. It stars equally amazing (and gorgeous) actors such as Dylan O’Brien (of Teen Wolf), Will Poulter (of the latest Narnia movie) and Thomas Brodie-Sangster (of Game of Thrones) (!!), and will be released on Valentine’s Day of 2014 (which is weird actually: who will your date be – one of the Grievers?). I love the first two novels of TMR (I will read the last after I finished OTR), and the setting of the story is really creepy and the Runner’s lives are such damned, so you can’t imagine how excited I am about seeing it come to life on the big screen. I have no objections about the casting because they’re all beautiful. (And really, who cares if I hate them? I can’t start a protest party in front of the production team, can I?) More fantastic novels will be turned into movies. And so here I am rolling around with my feels.


I know July will be a lot harder than June, but I’ll survive. I’m turning 20 and leaving this teenager complexity, what can’t I handle? Everything.

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