Stalking the Dead
Friday, November 25, 2011 @ 1:04 PM | 0 comment(s)

This will be one of them weird and random and egotistic posts. I haven’t anything worth to share. I’m actually not in the mood to write… but I’m trying. I don’t want to leave my precious blog inactive. I don’t know what’s wrong with me not having anything to write. Ah, school works plus little petty problems led to an uninspired little petty (not pretty) girl.


What to talk about… school? I’m gradually adjusting. I already have friends (thank goodness), but they’re not what I can call “friend-friends”. A “friend-friend”, in my own made-up dictionary, means someone who is a forever companion, someone who eats lunch and does extra reading with me. My new friends are just friends – friends in a class, not outside it. But I’m not dissatisfied or anything. Maybe I would stumble into someone I can call a “friend-friend” someday in some other place. Diana became my friend-friend not until after a month, after all. And I can wait. I like to wait.

My classes aren’t so bad. I like lots of my classes. I’m taking both Introduction to Literature and World Literature this semester. It looked and felt funny at first. But I like reading, so heck. What’s even funnier is that these two classes are scheduled on the same days. So after my Intro to Lit, my next class is World Lit. The funniest thing, I have the same professor in both classes! I’m not sure if I should feel advanced or feel wearisome. It’s quite insane. I also have Sociology, Biology, Music and Sound Effects in Broadcasting, Broadcast Advertising (which I’m really excited about) and Team Sports (softball, guys). I’m only allowed to take twenty units, so I only have seven irregular subjects, in my forever irregular college life.


I’ve been spending my ‘no-friend-friend’ time in the library. I arrive at school early, and most of the time, I go to the library and check the fresh bulletin (although I only scan the Entertainment section and read my daily Horoscope and the comic strips – I already told myself to really read the important news so I could pursue my dreams in journalism). And after reading funny comics and un-crappy movie reviews about Breaking Dawn (which I haven’t seen yet, for heaven’s sake) and Happy Feet 2 (and maybe some latest developments in Justin Bieber’s baby scandal), I would go to the library’s books section and grab an Encyclopedia Americana or any subject I’m particularly interested to at the moment. Yes, I like to read the encyclopedia. It’s really fun. Mostly I would read about literature and biographies of famous, oldies writers. I’ve read Milton’s, Dickens’, Browning’s and the Brontës’. I check them out either because I need them in class or because I’m just interested in stalking dead writers. Do you think I should really start looking for a potential friend-friend and get on with my social life because stalking dead people is bad and strange?


But speaking of stalking, look what I found. No, it’s not a nude photo scandal; it’s not a new artist I found somewhere and started drooling over. It’s Sam Concepcion. Tada! I really like this photo of him because, oh my freakin’ crazy hormones!, when did this happen?! I didn’t notice that he’s growing like this: muscular, almost ripped, hot, seriously attractive. Oh, the wonders puberty can do. He’s 19, by the way – 19 and looking ASDFGHJKL. I’m so happy for this little guy. He has come a long way, and he can hit that dougie with the craziest swag. Did you know that he’d go international next year? Geez, I don’t know what else to say. If I’m a guy, I’d definitely be jealous of him. No bias or anything, but really. This guy, he’s insanely amazing.


I’d leave you guys with a song that ‘I really find hard to sing but still hopelessly trying to’.

Light on my heart, light on my feet / Light in your eyes I can’t even speak / Do you even know how you make me weak?

I’m a lightweight / Better be careful what you say / With every word I’m blown away / You’re in control of my heart / I’m a lightweight / Easy to fall, easy to break / With every move my whole world shakes / Keep me from falling apart

© Lightweight, Demi Lovato (Unbroken)


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